| 1 |
That Which Is Safe
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3:20 |
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| 2 |
Tender Green
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4:37 |
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| 3 |
Understanding Healing
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2:15 |
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| 4 |
All the Things I Was Too Scared to Say
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2:53 |
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| 5 |
We Build Our Castles in the Air
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4:12 |
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| 6 |
Du Sang
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6:37 |
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| 7 |
Road to Himeji
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3:00 |
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| 8 |
But a Sound
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1:31 |
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| 9 |
An Amputation
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4:22 |
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| 10 |
The Hand That Rests on My Shoulder
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4:52 |
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| 11 |
One Day We Will No Longer Hurt
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4:56 |
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| 12 |
To Be Gentle
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2:48 |
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| 13 |
Flesh and Blood, Bone and Dream
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4:19 |
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| 14 |
If You Are Reading This
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7:15 |
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| 15 |
Insurmountable
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3:33 |
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| 16 |
7/14/19
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4:41 |
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| 17 |
The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me
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10:00 |
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| 18 |
Every Day
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2:00 |
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| 19 |
An Ardent Light
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5:12 |
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| 20 |
Ephemeral and Endless
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5:17 |
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| 21 |
Aftermath
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4:03 |
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| 22 |
You Have Left Us, but Shades of Blonde Still Remind Me of You Like Wisps of Love
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6:57 |
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| 23 |
I Was Brought to the Water by Bleak and Shimmering Bursts of Light
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2:46 |
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| 24 |
If You Don't Like What You See When You Look in the Mirror, Don't Look / I Don't Care
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3:24 |
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| 25 |
And I Conceded to the Incessant Noise of Flies and Insects Swarming My Body
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2:50 |
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| 26 |
I Love You and I Am Sorry
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5:55 |
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| 27 |
To Break the Thought Preemptively
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7:09 |
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| 28 |
My Skull-Sized Kingdom Closes Its Eyes to You
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3:26 |
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| 29 |
Callow and Joyous / Repurposed
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3:13 |
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| 30 |
Practicing Self-Love / Concepts in Newfound Motion
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4:26 |
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| 31 |
What Keeps Me Here When I Don't Feel Like I Am Enough to Stay
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1:48 |
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| 32 |
Static in My Head / Contributions to a Marred Mental Health
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3:28 |
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| 33 |
I Will Not Forgive You
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5:38 |
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| 34 |
Looming
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4:59 |
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| 35 |
Spiritual Pruning
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5:12 |
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| 36 |
As Long as I Am With You When It Ends
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5:42 |
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| 37 |
I Fear of Your Death and It Rips Me Apart
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9:07 |
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| 38 |
A Thousand Words
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2:58 |
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| 39 |
Anesthetize
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3:34 |
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| 40 |
I Think of You Every Day
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3:20 |
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| 41 |
Ghosts Lingering Within the Confines of My Head
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2:34 |
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| 42 |
The Letter "I"
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12:05 |
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| 43 |
For Claire
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4:30 |
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| 44 |
Hyperextension
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2:32 |
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| 45 |
The Depths of Our Trauma Is the Well From Which We Draw Our Compassion
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7:12 |
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| 46 |
We Will Eventually Let Go
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20:10 |
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| 47 |
Exhale
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4:03 |
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| 48 |
Splintered
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3:30 |
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| 49 |
Inseperable
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2:17 |
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| 50 |
Absence
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4:00 |
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| 51 |
Inner Child
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8:31 |
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| 52 |
A Moment That Passes Through Us
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4:09 |
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| 53 |
I Want to Go Back to Where the Only Things That Mattered Were You
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4:52 |
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| 54 |
Swollen Memories
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5:40 |
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| 55 |
433
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4:33 |
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| 56 |
Desperately Trying to Be Heard
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4:54 |
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| 57 |
The Sky Is Pink and I Am Dying
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6:36 |
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| 58 |
Broken Chords / Miasma
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8:08 |
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| 59 |
Attachment
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4:40 |
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| 60 |
I Am What I Always Was
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3:45 |
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| 61 |
Bellwether
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3:28 |
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| 62 |
Deterred Route
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4:32 |
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| 63 |
Gleaming and Gone
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4:16 |
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| 64 |
In the Middle of Everything
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1:48 |
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| 65 |
Greenhug
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5:14 |
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| 66 |
Lingering in My Dreams
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2:15 |
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| 67 |
Cryptic Last Words of an Old Man
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5:12 |
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| 68 |
I Am Unafraid
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4:30 |
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| 69 |
A Thousand Words
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2:56 |
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| 70 |
Radiator Tubes
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0:38 |
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| 71 |
Impulses
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4:26 |
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| 72 |
Miasma
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5:32 |
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| 73 |
Hell Is Real and It Rots in My Brain
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7:18 |
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| 74 |
Wounded
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5:49 |
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| 75 |
I Will Not Go
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2:04 |
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| 76 |
I Love You and I Will Not Let Them Hurt You Anymore
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3:02 |
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| 77 |
Cinders
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0:56 |
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| 78 |
Void of Joy
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5:20 |
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| 79 |
Paralyzed
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1:44 |
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| 80 |
Confronting Defeatism
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2:53 |
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| 81 |
I Love You and I Will Never Forgive Myself
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4:10 |
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| 82 |
First Movement
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2:33 |
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| 83 |
Second Movement
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3:34 |
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| 84 |
Third Movement
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4:06 |
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| 85 |
Fourth Movement
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3:44 |
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| 86 |
Fifth Movement
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2:59 |
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| 87 |
Sixth Movement
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5:20 |
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| 88 |
Seventh Movement
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1:48 |
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| 89 |
Eighth Movement
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6:46 |
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| 90 |
Callow and Joyous
|
1:50 |
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| 91 |
Losing Sight of What Keeps Me Here
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3:32 |
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| 92 |
Peace Be Still
|
3:05 |
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| 93 |
I Miss You
|
9:23 |
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| 94 |
Without You, I Am Nothing
|
4:57 |
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| 95 |
Sometimes
|
1:24 |
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| 96 |
Without
|
1:04 |
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| 97 |
Citrus Trees
|
1:47 |
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| 98 |
Matylda
|
2:32 |
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| 99 |
You Sound Throughout Everything
|
0:59 |
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| 100 |
Love Is the Only Way Out
|
0:35 |
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| 101 |
Aching
|
0:23 |
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| 102 |
Ineffable
|
2:38 |
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| 103 |
All the Things I Was Too Scared to Say (live)
|
2:51 |
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| 104 |
Aftermath (live)
|
2:38 |
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| 105 |
I Am Unafraid (live)
|
4:25 |
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| 106 |
If You Are Reading This (live)
|
7:15 |
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| 107 |
One Day We Will No Longer Hurt (live)
|
4:58 |
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| 108 |
That Which Is Safe (live)
|
2:57 |
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| 109 |
The Thought of Losing You Terrifies Me (live)
|
10:06 |
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| 110 |
Trauma Generation Machines
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5:22 |
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| 111 |
Life Finds a Way
|
1:23 |
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| 112 |
Depths
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1:28 |
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| 113 |
Webs
|
2:47 |
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| 114 |
Let Go of the Illusion That It Could Be Any Different
|
4:19 |
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| 115 |
143
|
1:57 |
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| 116 |
I Must Transform My Pain or I Will Only Transmit It
|
2:18 |
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| 117 |
May Your Magic Comfort Me
|
7:58 |
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| 118 |
Unbroken Wisps of Perseverance
|
6:38 |
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| 119 |
The Crevices in My Head Are Filling With Black Water
|
3:00 |
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| 120 |
I Worship What Will Kill Me
|
1:34 |
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| 121 |
It Always Hurts and One Day It Will Win
|
1:04 |
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| 122 |
We Are All Connected and We All Love You
|
1:08 |
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| 123 |
Greenhug
|
5:11 |
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| 124 |
Peace Be Still
|
3:03 |
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| 125 |
The Willow Tree in Our Backyard
|
2:15 |
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| 126 |
Every Time
|
2:40 |
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| 127 |
I Have Seen You and I
|
1:16 |
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| 128 |
The Love I Have to Give Will Not Die With Me
|
2:10 |
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| 129 |
How Bright You Shine
|
4:32 |
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| 130 |
A Love Song for the Terminally Haunted
|
33:30 |
|
| 131 |
Song of Myself
|
6:56 |
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| 132 |
Wisps of Love (For Nikko) (live)
|
21:27 |
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